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Esperanza:[[ Who eye am, what eye bring & what eye live for.]] Like a beautiful rose, eye also have thorns that draw blood from those who mishandle me. FamILY, GREEN, & animals. Photo & music addict! Constantly searching for TRUTH in every thing and every where I go! POSITIVITY is a MUST! Thirsty people drown in their lust! [[MY MOTTO: Don't be BITTER, be BETTER!]]

Thursday, May 12, 2011

NEVER the same.

 I think it more than funny, how we were the closest of friends & not 1,2,3,4+ times have you blatantly put THIS female before us. You buddy, buddy up with the same ppl you stayed talking shit about, regardless we all change. Some not for the good! No biggie there, I’m guilty of it too!

 What hurts the most is that every time that conniving dick dyke leaves you, that’s when you want me back in your life, like a game system. Now that she’s back, I’m back to nothing & being hidden away like porn, just to make her happy?! All I care about is you & when she hurts you, that’s when her & I had/have problems.

When you said you two were back together I genuinely was HAPPY that you found HAPPINESS, but at what cost? We’re supposed to move forward not back! I’m TIRED of being peoples’ pawns in their sick, twisted game of life, when I have my own & was fine until, like a snake you poked your head in my yard!

 If that’s the case leave me alone & stop playing with my emotions! Some friend huh?!

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